080806-Mum,I went to visit you. Do you know? Its about 7pm when I reached. There were lots of people there. Looking at your urn and your picture, I still cannot believe that you are... gone...As much as possible, I kept telling myself that you are gone and I must move on but the thoughts of you being with me, waking me up, preparing dinner for me..etc..etc..they are still fresh in my mind...I cant control my emotions whenever I think of you...Time will help me come to grasp about your demise...I must learn how to let go..but I just want to tell you that you are one of the greatest mum in this whole wide world..and I love you very very much...The only regret I have is not being able to really really listen to you when you are around and really take care of you and do little little things with you like going marketing, going places to eat, having morning tea with you..I guess I cant do that anymore with you...but I will take care of myself for you...You take care out there..and loving you always...
010806- Mum, how are you? Been a long time since I last spoken to you. I have been working late every night. I dunno if its to numb myself or its just an excuse to stay late in the office and then just go home and sleep..Remember I told you about me, Uncle and Aunt having a meeting with Dad ? It was a big quarrel and Uncle blasted him off for bringing up the topic about me and Ah Di having an affair again.
He is just incorrigible...We finally decided to sell the Hougang house if there is a buyer and he has to shift back to Punggol and stay. I told him that he has to learn everything himself and dont expect the tenant to boil water for him, wash his clothes..etc..etc..I told him that I will shift out when he shifts in. I just cant imagine myself living with him. Last saturday, I brought him to see doctor and right on sunday, the bag of medicine just gone missing, we havent even give it to Ah Di yet !! I suspect he threw away the medicine and want to find an excuse to accuse Ah Di that she threw away his medicine..Can you imagine what kind of person he is !!! Aunt was so mad at him !!!
You know what Mum ? You took too good care of Dad all these years...He doesnt know how to cook instant noodles, boil water, wash and iron his clothes, he practically doesnt know anything except maybe to just open his mouth and eat...
010806- Mum, how are you? Been a long time since I last spoken to you. I have been working late every night. I dunno if its to numb myself or its just an excuse to stay late in the office and then just go home and sleep..Remember I told you about me, Uncle and Aunt having a meeting with Dad ? It was a big quarrel and Uncle blasted him off for bringing up the topic about me and Ah Di having an affair again.
He is just incorrigible...We finally decided to sell the Hougang house if there is a buyer and he has to shift back to Punggol and stay. I told him that he has to learn everything himself and dont expect the tenant to boil water for him, wash his clothes..etc..etc..I told him that I will shift out when he shifts in. I just cant imagine myself living with him. Last saturday, I brought him to see doctor and right on sunday, the bag of medicine just gone missing, we havent even give it to Ah Di yet !! I suspect he threw away the medicine and want to find an excuse to accuse Ah Di that she threw away his medicine..Can you imagine what kind of person he is !!! Aunt was so mad at him !!!
You know what Mum ? You took too good care of Dad all these years...He doesnt know how to cook instant noodles, boil water, wash and iron his clothes, he practically doesnt know anything except maybe to just open his mouth and eat...
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