180706-Mum..I have booked the prayer session for you. In English calender, its 8th Aug. One day before National Day. I hope you like the offerings..If there's something else you need, doMore... let me know and I will get it prepared for you. Just letting you know that this sunday, Uncle has arranged to meet all the Tan's family relatives to thrash out Dad's problem and the selling of the Hougang house. He is really a thorn and I really can't stand him...I am tired Mum...really tired...on the physical side, I appear strong but deep down, I really dunno how to handle him...
060706-Mum..did you realised that I seldom talk about Dad anymore? Though he is still a pain in the neck to Aunt, me and many others..we chose to ignore him now. I know you are living a happy life where you are now. Let the mortals worry about mundane worldly things, especially when I am the son.
I have been feeling very down Mum....I tried to live life to the fullest, to live happily, but somehow I kept asking myself why am I still here ? Is it because that you left and I still cant let go of the fact that you are not with me ? that you are already gone for good..
As much as possible, I tried to banish the thoughts of following you by keeping myself very occupied with whatever I am doing to brush my mind off such thoughts..but it still comes back to me from time to time...
I needed someone to confide in..Mum...I really dont know how to cope and manage...
040706-Mum, been quite sometime since I last spoke to you. How have you been? Is the weather cold there? Better wear your favourite sweater..its at the old house...we kept it there...you will know where its kept.....
Very fast...next year..according to Chinese Calender, its the third year that you passed on....I can bring your memorial picture back to our Punggol house already...I kept your ash and wallet in the drawer under lock and key...You have often like staying in our new Punggol flat and I hope you will continue to be my side where ever you are..I kept the place spick and span every weekend...you will notice that there isnt a speck of dust...i make it a point to clean it every sunday..I know you like cleanliness...I even created a blog for it at Currently I rented out the place to some filipinos who are here looking for a job. These are some nice videos taken of them...
I kept the master room for Dad in the event that he wants to come back in Punggol and stay. I sleep in the hall..
This coming saturday 8th July, I will be booking a prayer slot for you. I will come and visit you...misses you mum....I misses you so much....
060706-Mum..did you realised that I seldom talk about Dad anymore? Though he is still a pain in the neck to Aunt, me and many others..we chose to ignore him now. I know you are living a happy life where you are now. Let the mortals worry about mundane worldly things, especially when I am the son.
I have been feeling very down Mum....I tried to live life to the fullest, to live happily, but somehow I kept asking myself why am I still here ? Is it because that you left and I still cant let go of the fact that you are not with me ? that you are already gone for good..
As much as possible, I tried to banish the thoughts of following you by keeping myself very occupied with whatever I am doing to brush my mind off such thoughts..but it still comes back to me from time to time...
I needed someone to confide in..Mum...I really dont know how to cope and manage...
040706-Mum, been quite sometime since I last spoke to you. How have you been? Is the weather cold there? Better wear your favourite sweater..its at the old house...we kept it there...you will know where its kept.....
Very fast...next year..according to Chinese Calender, its the third year that you passed on....I can bring your memorial picture back to our Punggol house already...I kept your ash and wallet in the drawer under lock and key...You have often like staying in our new Punggol flat and I hope you will continue to be my side where ever you are..I kept the place spick and span every weekend...you will notice that there isnt a speck of dust...i make it a point to clean it every sunday..I know you like cleanliness...I even created a blog for it at Currently I rented out the place to some filipinos who are here looking for a job. These are some nice videos taken of them...
I kept the master room for Dad in the event that he wants to come back in Punggol and stay. I sleep in the hall..
This coming saturday 8th July, I will be booking a prayer slot for you. I will come and visit you...misses you mum....I misses you so much....
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